Thats right, its my birthday. My SWEET 16 and the ONE person I was really looking forward to sing happy birthday to me isn't on.

His internet died and to tell me, he called his best friend? Why not call me and tell me yourself? It made me feel like that he didnt want to talk to me.

I've sent him like, four text messages, I've offline IMd him a lot, I've wished for his internet to magically return so he could be here but now I feel horrible and just want to mope in my bed and cry, feeling miserable.

sure, I got presents. THey're good presents. Presents Im going to return since I got two guitar straps and a shit load of picks from my aunts. But presents.

But yesterday, I said I cared for the presents, but really, I just want to spend another day with Jesse like any other day.

That's all I want. To sit on the computer and talk to Jesse. I dont want birthday cake or ice cream, I dont want presents. I want him.

My day, yesterday, turned good, to great, and then down to shit. Mom said that Jesse could spend a few days of the summer with us here at my house, that made feel so good I wanted to celebrate. On the way to Pizza hut (where we went for me and my cousin's birthday even though I didnt want to) I was happy because in a few months, Jesse would be here with me.

Then when I got home, it all went down hill. As soon as I got home, I got offline messages from him talking about gaia's new items so as soon as I went to start typing, his internet shut off like I killed it or something. All we got for time to talk was thirty minutes.

I stayed up until 8am to see if he'd get online but, nope. No Jesse, just another batch of tears coming my way.

I hate everything and all I want to do is curl up in the fetal position, suck my thumb, and cry.

March 2nd is my sweet 16 :3

Presents? O:

I was tagged by

The Rules:
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...
1) I like making fun of other people
2) I plan crazy ideas
3) I have a new cell phone but the only person I call is Jesse
4) I live in a town filled with people who are related to me D:
5) I dont wear my elastics for my braces
6) I plan on leaving home when I graduate

People I tag:




Neither of them will do it xD

Internet Troubles . . .

The internet, for the past week, has been down a lot D: Last night it took 5 hours to come back on >< it sucked soooo bad. I also cried a lot because I couldn't talk to Jesse

Saturday. . .

I went over Jaime's house with Nik because, what's the point of staying home if you have nothing to do? So we had lots of fun there. We planned together that someday we're going to make one of our own little inprov'd dubs to the live action sailor moon after watching a music video to one of Nik's favorite bands. XD Can't wait for that to happen.

After that me and Nik were picked up and brought to my grammy and grandpa's house for grandpa's birthday. Didn't do much there, just talked to some family, introduced Nik, have Nik blurt out something that wasn't necessary. Then we went to my cousin Derek's house until 10pm where we played darts, talked, and played Pool.

Sunday. . .

The internet worked for half an hour and I only got to talk to Jess for about ten minutes before it shut off. It came back on a few minutes later, worked for 15 minutes then shut off again, put it back on, stopped working again. So we went out and went to home depot where I got these cool funky color changing iceicle lights. >w< Then we went to best buy and I played DDR supernova D: it's not that great.

Some guy was playing Guitar hero though so I couldn't play that >< I'm like, the only kid in my class who hasn't played it. I'm asking for it for christmas though instead of DDR.

Monday . . .

So today I'm out sick because I have a throat cold. My throat's all phlegmy and gross feeling D:
I got to talk to Jess this morning and then he was off to school. Hopefully he gets on da so we can talk more.

I had read NM's journal entry about art thieves, and people who took her characters and used them for gaia RP characters. I read her rants about the art theiving business.

I never thought it would happen to me though, a gaian stole my art and tried to scam unknowning people into giving her money and used my art to do so.

I admit, it does make me more aware that my art must be protected now, but the sad part is, I've only been in the art shop business with these drawings for one weekend ><

I will not give names because I do not want people getting banned for flaming her, but I will say this, watch your art carefully.

I clicked that link on accident and now I'm glad I did. I stopped many people from being scammed and I stopped my art from being used for evil.

This day has not been a good one but I hope tomorrow will be better.